Tuesday, December 14, 2010

离别的泪


在这世界上,不管多强悍与坚强的人内心里都会存有自己脆弱及伤感的时候。而离别往往就是导致人类伤感和脆弱的催化剂。 开始进入最后学期的尾声, 每天都告诉自己说离别的那一刻不要这么快到来。。因为我真的舍不得大家,舍不得你们每一个人和这里的一切。

茫茫人海当中我们来到了这里, 当中的我们都是来自于不同洲属, 不同地区,讲的是不同籍贯的语言,曾经过的也是不同的生活法式。 可是命运之神却用缘分这玩意儿把我们牢牢地绑在一起, 在没有家人的陪同与照顾下我们就这样一起生活了三年半。 在这期间里我们互相扶持从没离开过彼此--------- 我们一起玩乐, 欢笑, 难过, 努力。这当中的回忆真的难以用单纯的言语和笔墨来形容。 

如果我能回到小时候童话故事里的情节向神灯许一个愿的话, 想信我会毫不犹豫地告诉神灯说 “你能不能在给我回忆多一次我在大学的生活, 让我在回味多一次那美丽的回忆。

曾经看着朋友在离别和毕业的时候都会留着眼泪一间一间房去和老友道别。。拥抱。。自己在心里想说以后我走的那一刻应该不会像学长们那样感性的哭。 谁知当这一刻到来的时候我的内心感触竟然和之前心里想的完全不一样。 这一天我的眼门就像被一把叫做“离别”的钥匙给打开了,被冰封在我眼里已久的泪珠就像被解放的野狼狂奔的飙了出来。这也是我上了大学之后第一次也是最后一次掉的男儿泪。

从昨晚到今早送了很多为好友,三年半里的感触和回忆也瞬时的涌入脑中。当和好友拥抱道别的最后一刻眼眶就已开始泛红,走过味道熟悉的几栋宿舍,通过几条有我们过去影子的通道来到时常埋怨的Petro Café看着朋友手中的电话断断续续的播着我们这几年所拍的录影时------我不自觉地和几位朋友哭了起来。。 也许, 人类真的要等到失去的时候才会知道一样东西对你的重要性和在你心目中的分量。 

虽然有朋友强忍着泪水安慰着说离别只是一个人生必经的过程,我们都已长大了, 应该往正面的方向去想而不是只留在过去的回忆。  但无可否认的,人类本来就是感性的动物再加上想起一些住在远距离的朋友可能以后再也不会有多少次能够相聚的机会---所以才会有如此深的感触。

  还记得三年半前的我带着理想 傻傻的从南部搭了十二个小时的巴士来到这里, 一个人也不认识的进了一个叫”Petronas” 的宿舍, 当时的我真的感觉很陌生很无助。辛好我很意外与有辛的认识了你们就这样我们大家跌跌撞撞的在北大混了三年半。

今日的离别不知何日再聚,但希望你们每个人都能成功, 健康, 快乐。我会把你们的样子都记在我心里最深最深的那一处。。 前方的路还有很长要走。。但希望大家不会忘了彼此,忘了我们曾有过的美好回忆。 在没有大家的陪同与照顾下也希望你们依然能走得一样的潇洒。。精彩。。。。

Sunday, December 5, 2010

~An Intangible Dream~

He never ever thinks that he will continue his learning life after secondary school,
He never ever thinks that he cans success to enter a local University,
He never ever thinks that he will become an undergraduate,
He never ever thinks that there is possible for his to become a white collar instead of blue collar,
He never ever thinks that university’s campus can has a huge effect on his future,

All the life in university are look like far from his and infinitely intangible and unreality.  By the way, he never attempted to thought about his evolve study life while he was a boy.

Formerly,
He was just a Kampung boy, a gangster, a motor racing driver, a part time grocery worker.Of course, he was always located at last class in his secondary school period.
He seem like the person who did not have any direction on his future, and his mother often told to him
“You must wallow yourself until SPM, after that I do not care you want work whatever job you want in Singapore”

But now, he has been progressing to alter the intangible dream to a tangible and reality fact.

He is almost to finish his University life,          
He just left 6 days more in UUM,
He just left 2 more exam papers to go.

Here,
He had met a lot of good friends and joined a lot of activities and obtained many of the experiences in term of national and international especially debate competition. One of the proud of his is success to get the dean certificate on each semester and couple with activities and competitions achievement.

From now,
He could able to alter the perception of peoples look on him especially those kampung’s 38 aunties and uncles as well as relatives. He has strong than previously and he will get his qualification soon. At the meantime, he is just thinking how to start his onward working lifecycle and how to have a good performance on his working life.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Dannok River View Steamboat

Venue: Thailand Dannok
Restaurant type: Self- services Steamboat
Price per person:  RM 9.90
15 minute from thai custom- by walk 

In fact, there was a major hurdle for an UUM student to find a cheap, fresh,  and delicious steamboat restaurant around the jungle. Luckily, we had found this restaurant in the last semester by get informed by some friends. The simple requirement for those student who want visit there is that you should possessed a passport and a group of intimate members  :)
       This is the second and also the last time for me to visit this restaurant because i have no more rest time in UUM and there is impossible for me to visit again when i am back to my hometown ( Johor ). Therefore, i am very glad that i still can draw out some free time within my final exam period and re-patronage to this restaurant with my good members. This restaurant is very suitable for those meat hunter because there was really got various types of meat choice and couple with fresh and good taste of course vegetable and fruit is also do not have absence  along the way. Subsequently, The most special thing that could capture my interest is the restaurant have provided a small corner for guess to DIY their chili source and next to the desert.  

In addition, the major contrast that i could compared with Malaysia steamboat is the thai  steamboat is used the tradition charcoal stove and not the gas stove. Other than that, the prices charge per person is just only RM 9.90 and you can eat as much as you can. It's extremely worth for a consumer and acceptable price for a student. Students are no need to exchange your money due to the shop is willing to trade with Malaysia ringgit. By the way, there was a novelty alternative choice for a UUM student who are looking  for a place to have their celebration, party as well as any kind of gathering.

                   
                         Just try it:)...

UUM Blood Stone 007

This is my semester 7 tourism and transportation group project and also is the 
first time for me to act myself as a movie director and attempt to take and edit a  documentary in my uni life. Actually, a good documentary precisely is need a lot of resource such as, high technology appliance, money, experience and hyper active partners and so forth. I appreciate that i could gained all the good resources before i start to do this documentary. Beside that, i have to say that i have a lot of good friends and group members who are willing sacrificed their time to assist us to complete this documentary otherwise i sure that we could not to present a good documentary to my lecturer.   

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Last 15 days that i have



I think there is an extremely long journey for me to step up to another learning stage in my life since i received the 4 years marketing cours's offer letter from UUM. At the moment, i promised to myself that i want to fully utilize this coming 4 years and make some different to my previous lifestyle. Fortunately, i have success to did it in the pass 3 and half years. Whereas, time is pass fast like a rocket. Sometime i totally did not to slow down my step and enjoy what the wonderful uni life that i have because i was always persist to pursued the achievement and those academics success and ignored to care about those peoples, environment and stuff which were surround me. Until today, i realize that i just have 15 days more and i definitely will going to miss here. Besides that, i am also not grudge to leave here due to the many of the beautiful and splendid memories and friends that i got here. i wish those peoples that i met and the memories that i obtain are not easily to diminish in my future life.