Contract

People told me you are very lucky because you could get the contract during your internship period. However, sometime I was confused on the point, I did not know, is it to sign the one year contract would bring along the advantage for me or is not a cornerstone for me to start my career?

I am not sure what is going on in the next half year while I am finishing my contract. Will I get the permanent offer or they just want to utilize me on this year. By the way, I also do not know is that good for me to work on my current job/ department? Exactly, there have a lot of question mark in my mind. 

Even I can kick off to get intern salary but apparently my responsibility, pressure and tasks are seemed like increased day after day. Sometime I even think to give up and fed up because some of my friend told me that was not worth for me to work like a cow. I work more than 10 hours per day and it could be no life on weekday, everyday get back to home around 10-11pm. really dislike on this kind of life. 

I got a lot of motivation initially because I though those of my effort might get back the equal compensation. Now, my motivation seem like drop down to another level because I fell that I was stand on an unsecure position and which is not worth for me to pay off all my energy and effort. Haiz ..