Sharing

Peoples alway said “sharing is Caring”. Definitely I am quite happy to share all those best things with other. Whereas, one thing that I do not think that I will going to share with other even 1%. Did you know what thing that I mean above? That is “Love”. Exactly, I know that majority of you will agree what I am talking about. 

Since I had experienced one time and hence I do not want it to happen again in my life hereafter.  U know such kind of feeling? Sometime I am rather to discard if I could not fully to possess.  Yes, this is my final decision. I will not keep going to step back in the mistake. I am quite.

**DaY**

Initially, I am afraid the “day” coming because in am full of panic and helpless. I do not know who I can talk to or who I can share.  That is a terrible nightmare which has been surrounding me since so long ago.  At the mean time, it is also become a secret which I could not let people know. Sometime I wish cross over to it soon but sometime I also try to avoid. Whereas now, no choice, it is coming. 

 This day, I can get the answer to break through my nightmare or another said let it follow me forever. I hope everything that I worry is just an addendum.  I do not want it follow me hereafter.  I hope I can get some help from god.  Now, I only can attempt to live like usual without thinking so much.  i have to brave and confidence  enough once I get the answer. I will live with strong even the answer is good or bad. 

Contract

People told me you are very lucky because you could get the contract during your internship period. However, sometime I was confused on the point, I did not know, is it to sign the one year contract would bring along the advantage for me or is not a cornerstone for me to start my career?

I am not sure what is going on in the next half year while I am finishing my contract. Will I get the permanent offer or they just want to utilize me on this year. By the way, I also do not know is that good for me to work on my current job/ department? Exactly, there have a lot of question mark in my mind. 

Even I can kick off to get intern salary but apparently my responsibility, pressure and tasks are seemed like increased day after day. Sometime I even think to give up and fed up because some of my friend told me that was not worth for me to work like a cow. I work more than 10 hours per day and it could be no life on weekday, everyday get back to home around 10-11pm. really dislike on this kind of life. 

I got a lot of motivation initially because I though those of my effort might get back the equal compensation. Now, my motivation seem like drop down to another level because I fell that I was stand on an unsecure position and which is not worth for me to pay off all my energy and effort. Haiz ..

I had contributed my internship in Citibank around two month since 20 dec 2010. By right, I am going to have another 2 months to finish my internship program. I did not have expected that I would became a banker while I am a student due to the course that I taken in university is not based on banking line and I was not too interested about banking line.

Maybe that is my fate that god arranged for me to part my first job in banking field. I was worry and not possess full of confidence at all before I was started my first day in Citibank because I did not have any of the banking knowledge and I not sure which department that they would send me to. 

Eventually they were part me to Operation and Technology Department – Account Service Unit which is handle and operation about commercial and corporate customer account. Initially, I was doing those basic admin works and I could break myself from office on time everyday. But my tasks were going to increase day to day and now I have to work around 8pm everyday. However, I did not have grumble on that because I am willing to that and I hope there is the solely way for me to learn more since I know that I am still freaking fresh.

 

One thing that I have to appreciate is that my supervisor  and college is treat and teach me as good as they can and I am very enjoy my department environment. I hope I can learn more knowledge in the coming 2 months so that I can get the headway before I get my certificate. 

Men’s second life cycle episode 1

Working life….Yes definitely I have been enjoyed and suffer it since one month ago, on the other hand it more apt to describe should be I had left my student and study life already one month. I am quite missing those splendid university lives that I had gone through with my monster gang. I was fully appreciated that I could met you all in UUM even though I realize that there are just a piece of leaf pass through my eye, whereas  all of your shadow have been print into the deeply place for my heart that is one point that I can’t denying. 

>>>KL>>>Setapak>>>Wagsa Maju>>>..Oh yeah---you guess it, there is another wonderful place that I accommodating now.    “WONDERFUL”…..why…..???

Keep up your question mark first and let me answer for you. Here got a good view to KL city, got a convenience LRT station which easy for me go my office, got a lot of delicious foods yet the price is acceptable than UUM as well as my hometown, last and most important is swimming pool is always standby for me 24 hours..wohoho..   

Hereby, I need to thanks my best friends who are assisted me to search out this room and coincide is that I am live together with them inside a house. But there is also couple with a sadness point that I hide off is they are going to move in next week due to they have been finish their education as me. I will live with other unfamiliar housemate hereafter that kind of life sure hundred percent can define as everyday dinner alone, yum cha alone, sport aloneL. Never mind, I am environment fighter and I like to taste different type living style..hehe… hope I can enjoy my single life soon.

Is it a reasonable price for a small room in KL, exactly I can get the answer of Yes for those who have been here before because the living standard in KL is really high than other area. Although my room is really small that I never experience but it still enough for a bachelor and there are no reason for me to put any comment. Just the way that I don’t like is my housemate is extremely a good salted fish seller the smell Is terrible and totally unacceptable at all, you can come over and taste it if you are not believe what I say :P 

 

                                          BENSON ALPHA CONDO’s ROOM