Initially, I am afraid the “day” coming because in am full of panic and helpless. I do not know who I can talk to or who I can share. That is a terrible nightmare which has been surrounding me since so long ago. At the mean time, it is also become a secret which I could not let people know. Sometime I wish cross over to it soon but sometime I also try to avoid. Whereas now, no choice, it is coming.
This day, I can get the answer to break through my nightmare or another said let it follow me forever. I hope everything that I worry is just an addendum. I do not want it follow me hereafter. I hope I can get some help from god. Now, I only can attempt to live like usual without thinking so much. i have to brave and confidence enough once I get the answer. I will live with strong even the answer is good or bad.
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